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NaiveOh look it's a book
I'm sure it must be
A path of adventure waiting for me
A yellow brick road to the Wizard of Oz
A frivolous poem without any cause.
Should i open it and peek to see what's inside ?
What if it's scary I might need to hide
I'll never know unless i dare
I need a good laugh, a cry or a scare
I'm sure it can wait--well ,then I'll never know
Maybe it's someplace that i 'll never go.
But today is the day that's been waithing for me
I'll open this book,and i'll see!
My teacher used to tell me I can grow up to be whatever i want to be.I want to be a kid! STUPIDWhy stupid ? Taking these pics was stupid... planned to please someone but backfired!But you know what ,never mind .i love these pics ..don't be silly don't be serious who cares sb's official words ...blarblarblar@#$%~!@#$%^&*( My life should easily be wonderful ...just enjoy n enjoy n enjoy ...play n play n play:) Back to normal Ocean apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never How can we say forever Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted, all the times That I thought would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me going crazy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I wonder how we can survive This romance But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me going crazy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you Recently Heya my space ,long time no updating ...ok let's hit the road ...
Last Saturaday i bagan my Advanced High Interpretation in New Oriental ...it is tatolly an amazing school and i hope i can creat my holy paper in my HI test hehe .you have no idea how much i love English or i admire western culture and everything ...Speaking of my majoy -accounting which i don't like it at all but i know it is better to get an accounting certificate .It allows me to work in many business and help me find work translation more easily .In some foreign country like Australia and Britian ,accounting is the best qualification for the business.So maybe i am a lit bit silly but i am not stupid i still will put some strength on accounting though i spent MUCH more time on language learning .
My input is inproved to a higher level ,hehe,good for me ,i need to learn some further culture of western .<Time> <Newsweek> <Business Week> <Economics>are good materials for spare reading (they cost me a large fortune)thank god they have already taken the place of some trash magazines which i read a lot before .
My life is a little mess coz i went through something but it is all gone ,all the pain the tears ...they are gone...i have to say i am a lucky girl coz i have met D.He is a very nice guy and it's a shame we don't work out NOW! Actually ,our problem is not i am not the right person coz you still have no chance to know me .It is my fault coz i never act like me for lacking of confidence and i always run rush which made you so uncomfortable (shame on me ).Now i know i have a lot to do .The first thing is to kick out the language barrier,hehe ,no one knows what will happen in the future .
Next i will say something about my friend Noel,the lovely old Australia guy.Seriously,he helped a lot ,those kind words do mean a lot to me .Thank you for telling me to focus on my study and that classic words about true love .I think i 've decide opt for santy and i know how to handle the whole Frank thing .(who is Frank ?it is a scret!)
This summer vacation seems to be a big glamour vacation. I have a jam packed schedule which is so exciting.
 i will be Avril Lavigne's amazing ...Here's the words she tells which is horribly true... OK Here i go... There's nothing I can say to you.Nothing I could ever do to make you see.What you mean to me.All the pain the tears they cry. Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you'd go I know I let you down but its not like that now.This time I'll never let you go I will be all that you want and get my self together.Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life I'll be with you forever.To get you through the day and make every thing ok I thought that I had every thing I didn't know what life could bring.But now I see honestly You the one thing I got right.The only one I let inside.Now I can breath cause your hear with me And if I let you down I'll turn it all around Cause I would never let you go I will be all that you want and get my self together.Cause you keep me from falling apart.All my life I'll be with you forever.To get you through the day and make every thing ok.Cause with out you I can't sleep I'm not gonna ever ever let you leave.You're all I got.You're all I want Yeah And with out you I don't know what I'll do.I could never ever live a day with out you Hear with me do you see your all I need.And I will be all that you want and get my self together.Cause you keep me from falling apart.All my life (my life) I will be with you forever.To get you through the day and make every thing okay European attitudenot that bad ...a little confused ...that's the charm of art...whatever...i'm rambling...
that sexy man's perfect,see his breast ...could be a preppy animal... no title I always needed time on my own .I never thought I'd need you there when I cry .And the days feel like years when I'm alone .And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it OK I miss you I haven't felt this way before .Everything that I do reminds me of you. I love the things that you do.Everything I do I give my heart and soul .I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me . Yeah I miss you ! :D Every single word you send to me does mean something to me and i always have a queer feeling with regard to you ,i have no idea why that happen maybe it's kinda like fate...
Music's really amazing thing !I can totally attest the amazing feeling that music can give you !When the day gets to the dark and it's silent around I just feel like only my soul and music remain and then i begin to think of you ...you siad goodnight to me just now ,so i feel complete!
As for me ,that' s absolutely not enough ...I want endless goodnights ,endless kisses or maybe some extra fun
 These days what i gone through seemed to some kind of signs ,so i just follow my dream...
YOU had an unpleasan relationship with some girls and you feel awful ...CAN I tell you what the answer is? it's me ...hey hey ...a little cheeky...but i do believe i'm your best bet!I can totally heal your hurt and usher in an age of HELEN!........Ahhhhh.......
GOD BLESS US! one more secondMaybe you feel a little f scratch Ok, turn on a new leaf! First of all ,i have to admit that i am an absolute completist coz i spent a wholeeeeeee night to deal with some insignificant things,maybe i got screwed ! well, i should earse all the blogs in chinese but i'm still kind of attached to that ,so just let it be ...anyway... Now something has changed my life ,maybe it's due to my ambition or vanity or something whatever......the bottom line is it didn't destroy sth ,on the country ,it helped ,so why don't i gonna on! these days ,english has been full of my life ,with all due respect ,some real english's strange expresstions just made me confused a lot ,but i still keep interests on it and try to dig up fun and i think i have found the best bet! Ooooooh,G.A's just made me crazy ,i have no idea why i kept my eyes which had alreay been bloody turgid on it around the clock ,y'know ,i don't like TV series,well,maybe foreign series' much better than domestic ones ,but i don't wanna to take a long time to look on it ,not for the G.A,it 's just ,y'know,awesomeeeeeeeee!!! For a long time it had seemed to me that there's noway to fall in love with some guy at first sight .but thing's changed until i saw Daniel,(y'konw,sometimes ,i am a little freak ,one always do some crazy things ,but no one knows what gonna happen ,so ,u just ....crab a spoon...hehe)Daniel is special ,special enough to deserve a good girl like meeeee!!!hehe!Just Kidding!i know i still lack sth and let u trust me's also a problem,but i will get it done ! Fine,happay valentine's day,such a hallmark holiday! i can't agree moreYouth is not a time of life; it is a state of mind; it is not a matter of rosy cheeks, red lips and supple knees; it is a matter of the will, a quality of the imagination, a vigor of the emotions; it is the freshness of the deep springs of life. Youth means a tempera-mental predominance of courage over timidity, of the appetite for adventure over the love of ease. This often exists in a man of 60 more than a boy of 20. Nobody grows old merely by a number of years.We grow old by deserting our ideals. Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul. Worry, fear, self-distrust bows the heart and turns the spring back to dust. Whether 60 or 16, there is in every human being’s heart the lure of wonder, the unfailing childlike appetite of what’s next and the joy of the game of living. In the center of your heart and my heart there is a wireless station: so long as it receives messages of beauty, hope, cheer, courage and power from men and from the Infinite, so long are you young.When the aerials are down, and your spirit is covered with snows of cynicism and the ice of pessimism, then you are grown old, even at 20, but as long as your aerials are up, to catch waves of optimism, there is hope you may die young at 80. AviationThis goes out to someone that was once the most important person in my life I didn’t realize it at the time I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don’t really expect you to either It’s just... I don’t even know Just listen… You’re the one that I like, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn’t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn’t care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and trul I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don’t know how I could do you so wrong I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one could else know you you are number one, always in my heart And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand The thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart At times we was off I was scared to show you Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you Without you, everything seems strange Your name is forever planted in my brain Damn it, I’m insane, Take away the pain Take away the hurt Baby, we can make it work What about when you Looked into my eyes Told me you loved me As you would hugged me I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes Now I’m not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly, my love is not blind I just wish everything could have turned out differently I had a special feeling about you I thought maybe you did too You would understand, but… No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart You’ll always be my baby Our first day, it seemed so magical I remember all the time that I had with you Remember when you first came to my house? You looked like an angel wearing that blouse We hit it off, I knew it was real But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? I didn’t think you would ever do me like this I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying And I do miss you I just thought we were meant to be I guess now, we’ll never know The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me, or without me I just want you to be happy Je t’aime
go nuts
天皇巨星 据说周杰伦来了松江,知道的人不多,随行的工作人员也不多,有同学消息灵通,约我去看,那天天太热,对小周也没啥兴趣,所以就没去,同学回来兴意盎然,说只隔了一块玻璃的距离,把小周看的清清楚楚,HOHO~~想来这些明星不也是人吗,亲眼目睹一下又能怎么样捏?但我还是有些后悔没去,再怎么说人家也是天皇巨星呢,沾沾星光也挺好~~
龍五月十二日生日,我們髮生暸以下對話:
龍說:我生日,妳...?
Sarah說:我送妳禮物,妳請我喫飯!
龍說:妳送我禮物,妳請我喫飯!
Sarah說:我送妳禮物,我請妳喫飯,妳請我出去玩,我说去哪就去哪!
龍說:OK
有意思,呵呵,這次有得玩咯!
來到Colorbaner衫國演义,和老公买了情侣衫,可惜似乎都买大了,老公那件特别大,大得像五大郎了,笑死了~~~~ 爱上坐巴士 不知不觉,突然爱上了坐巴士,当然不是平时坐的公交车,是那种旅游的很舒服的长途巴士,原因么说出来都觉得好笑,因为我可以给自己借口发呆,想心事!问自己对现在的生活满意吗?答案好象自己也不知道,在大学生活,身边什么人都有,有整天轻轻松松,捣江湖的朋友,当然也不乏那些为了将来努力拼搏,搞得自己很有目标很忙的朋友,我,也许大概介于两者之间吧!有的时候即使是空闲,却什么也不想做!
最近,也是越来越受不了自己的,花了100元去做了指甲,才发现做完了什么也不能做,连接个电话,发条消息,甚至连脱鞋都得请同学帮忙,都快成废人了,于是,第二天,全拔了,真是没事烧钱玩呢!现在很害怕自己是不是患了什么花钱的毛病,有的时候就是控制不了自己,会一根经,上周和RAIN见了一面,本来是打算什么也不花,只是和她聚聚,自己刚刚被偷了钱包嘛!没想到啊没想到,第一,她购物起来吓死人,帮她算算,加上送我的腰带,大概花了1000块,我倒~,第二,在这种氛围的渲染下,自己也上了!事后,有些后悔!但仔细想想,也没什么好后悔的,开心就好!
最近,他太忙了,我有些低落,所以才开始喜欢发呆,想心事!今天去松江的路上,听歌,看沿路的风景,听到那首the color of the night的时候感觉很特别,就仿佛自己被装进了一个泡泡,在喧闹繁华的世俗中漂浮,我看到的是浮华,但却什么也听不见!那种感觉很特别,是我想你了!
believe in I was told ,one should find someone to believe in ,for me you are the one!
I'm all on abroad 最喜欢的季节还是来了，这天气让人舍不得过，生怕它的一去不回，在秋风轻抚周遭的时候，我们结束了军训，开始了曾经向往的大学生活，被自由和臃懒，抑或是新鲜和无聊包围的日子．．．．．．
先来谈谈我们的军训，但凡军训结束，走形式的都会有些总结陈辞，无谓是些严明的军纪，自律的生活，团结的精神，荣誉的使命感等等这些冠冕堂皇的心得，然而在这被应试教育管束下所编织的谎言背后的真相其实是一个永恒不变的过程：对教官的评头论足－－对教官的恨之入骨－－欣赏教官的英姿飒爽－－享受教官的训斥－－爱上教官！！！在军训的尾声，总是有女生忙着索要教官的电话，唧唧喳喳的小声低语着教官的一举一动．身处这样的环境，问自己是否也会心动，答案是：会，然而不愿行动是因为这很快就会变成一段空白的回忆，想起谁的话：冲动是魔鬼！That's the verity!
离家半个月，在充满诱惑的大学城里挥霍，那就是大学生活，军训后的日子，每天不用早起，不用束缚自己，不用整理，有的只是大把大把的时间和清闲，but anyway,纵然，现在的我能那么潇洒地说出这翻话也还是深知大学的我究竟应该干什么，清闲归清闲，人生版图还是应该好好延展开去的，享乐和考证可以并存．
最近蒙发了一个前所未有的念头，想起来觉得有些不可思议，不过理智似乎没法动摇那跟敏感的神经，有位自称很厚道的朋友（事实是的确很厚道）教导我说一切顺其自然比较好，ＨＯＨＯ，道理我也懂，但始终不能很好地贯彻．只希望everything goes well!
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ishy but what i wanna say next can't be true more!I swear!
I hear the sound from the God and he says that don’t wait for a smile to be nice...don’t wait to be loved, to love.don’t
wait to be lonely, torecognize the value of a friend...don’t wait for the best job, to begin to work...don’t wait to have a
lot, to share a bit...don’t wait for the fall, to remember the advice...don’t wait for pain, to believe in prayer...don’t wait to
have time, to be able to serve...don’t wait for anybody else pain, to ask for apologies...neither separation to make it up...don’t wait...Because you don’t know how long it will take!
yeah,i know love can't afford wait and i knew better that you can't either .ironically ,i even don't let u know,coz behind
this confident exterior,i am self-destructive and self-loathing...i'm just not ready.But one thing i know it clearly that i
won't wait forever .so just one more second i will give u all .
And... sweetheart....I Do Love You !
La Folie décida d’inviter ses amis pour prendre un café chez elle.
Tous les invités y allèrent. Après le café la Folie proposa : On joue à cache-cache ? Cache-cache ? C’est quoi, ?a ? -demanda la Curiosité.
"Cache- cache est un jeu. Je compte jusqu’à cent et vous vous cachez.Quand j’ai fini de compter je cherche, et le premier que je trouve sera le prochain à compter."
Tous acceptèrent, sauf la Peur et la Paresse.
"1,2,3,……"-la Folie commenca à compter.
L’Empressement se cacha le premier, n’importe où.
La Timidité,timide comme toujours, se cacha dans une touffe d’arbre. La Joie courut au milieu du jardin.
La Tristesse commenca à pleurer, car elle ne trouvait pas d’endroit approprié pour se cacher.
L’Envie accompagna le Triomphe et se cacha près de lui dirrière un rocher.
La Folie continuait de compter tandis que ses amis se cachaient. Le Désespoir étaient désespéré en voyant que la Folie était déjà à
nonante-neuf.
"CENT!!!" cria la Folie. "Je vais commencer à chercher..."
La première à être trouvée fut la Curiosité, car elle n’avaitpu s’empêcher de sortir de sa cachette pour voir qui serait le premier découvert.
En regardant sur le c?té, la Folie vit le Doute au-dessus d’une cloture ne sachant pas de quel c?té. Et ainsi de suite, elle découvrit la Joie, la Tristesse, la Timidité……
Quand ils étaient tous réunis, la Curiosité demanda :"Où est l’Amour?"Personne ne l’avait vu. La Folie commen?a à le chercher.Elle chercha au-dussus d’une montagne, dans les rivières au pied des rochers.Mais elle ne trouvait pas l’Amour. Cherchant de tous cotés, la Folie vit un rosier, pris un bout de bois et commen?a à chercher parmi les branches, lorsque soudain elle entendit un cri. C’était l’Amour, qui criait parce qu’une épine lui avait crevé un oeil.
La Folie ne savait pas quoi faire. Elle s’excusa, implora l’ Amour pour avoir son pardon et alla jusqu’à lui promettre de le suivre pourtoujours. L’’Amour accepta les excuses.
Aujourd’hui, l’Amour est aveugle et la Folie l’accompagne toujours. 
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